“Sometimes you have to let things go so there’s room for better things to come into your life.”

* Breathe in, breathe out *

the truth I received today is so cruel. I collapsed * jaw drops * I was completely blank and terrified . I wanted to cry but tears just couldn’t flow out and I started to rewind everything I could flashback in semester one. That moment, I just couldn’t stop my tears from flowing. I know I didn’t put in enough efforts to make through.

I want to thanks all my friends who tried to cheer me up. Appreciate that :)
especially Fas committee peeps, for motivating and cheering me up.

you know the feeling when you still need to prepare yourself to go for meeting and attend talk after a breakdown. It was my first time. And I’m so proud of myself for not letting my sadness to affect me.
Lastly,
I WON’T GIVE UP!!!

Testing the camera app , yesterday.

till then,
Xoxo.

Sometimes people don't notice the things we do for them until we stop doing them.

Still in the holiday mood.
Spend my days with friends, play cards and watch them mahjong
I feel so unproductive but relax.
No pressure.
No stress.

I was surprised that  I feel empty.
I guess I’m the type that like to be occupy
and have something to do.

Bai nin with Dac 25 classmates.
not many pictures taken  #fail

till then,
Xoxo

Happy CNY ! :D despite the festive mood fades every year.

Hello readers ! :D

First of all,
Happy Chinese New Year
Gong Hei Fatt Choy !!!

CNY is all about reunion, angpaus, wishes, new clothes, gambling, foods, drinks, lion dance etc.
and of course, Family and Friends :)

Anyway, CNY is not very happening in my family.
Maybe cus we celebrate in KL.
and I come from a small family
No big group excitement D:

Drove cousins to pavilion on first day of CNY !
surprisingly, it was very crowded D:

Noticed the “no photography sign” on the mirror after camwhoring :O

Sick on the second day of CNY, vomited after I reach home from bai nin  :(

She kept us entertain <3

My favorite toys when I was a kid :D

the nicest thing I can shape besides the hamburgers -.-

till then,
XOXO

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The only thing worse than not feeling anything was feeling everything. - Jodi Picoult

Played a psychology game with friends and the result is quite accurate O.O I was frightened.

I think I should do something or make a change on how I see things.

I am tired being stubborn and firm on my principles,
who knows I am happier this way :)

on the other note,
Chinese New Year Mood where are you ?? -.-

Signing off, goodnight !

Words are not enough to make someone feel you care for them. You will always need a little effort to convince them that you really care.

thoughts can be so out of hand.
thoughts can be not within our control
But how we deal with it can make a difference

At some point of time,
I keep telling myself something good will happen
I just need to stay positive
I was hoping for something great to happen

However,
I came to realize that I can’t take it anymore
even my friends are telling me to stop
Not to say I’m giving up
I just don’t want to expect anything
Maybe I am better off this way.

till then,
Xoxo